depict dissociation

If I snip right here is this where I'm bound?
If I remove the top layer does the chasm appear?
Will I look into nothing and see you, in a faraway place.
Doing the things that you do.
Undetectable by your human senses
in a place the air is still
will motion dissociate from the laws of physics
in a place that my thoughts can't escape.
If I could shut off my presence like a switch
and vanish, would you notice?
I'm curious, but I don't care to know
that emptiness anymore
It took effort to ignore me
Was it fun
Did it feel good?
Was that what you needed?
a name confirmed, made one
It feels like a wedge
is being driven into me
splitting me in two
take the doubt and worry